Memory serves me broken

Time goes on and my heart still aches
Why take the time to rebuild
Once the construction is done
I will only tear it down again
Can you feel this or is it only me
Can you see my world fall apart
Can you see the wholes in the wall
Please if you can take the hammer from me
Before I destroy ever thing I have done
All that I have worked for is in front of me
And the hammer is in my hands
Destruction in my bones
They ache to beat everything
My body craves to destroy
If I hit the pictures hard enough
When the glass in the frame breaks
Will you feel it to
Will you feel it to
Do you long just to hurt
Cause I do