story time

i will tell you a story
of life and death
seperated with agony
and pain

a missundersood child
stands in the rain
INHALE EXHALE
the ground feels his pain

Beat and hit no reason
day in day out
INHALE EXHALE
the drum feels his pain

sharpened and dulled up
only for a eternal cycle
INHALE EXHALE
th eknife feels his pain

the people simle
and the people frown
INHALE EXHALE
but they dont feel his pain

now i have told you a story
of life and death, saddness and pain
as we approch the
end, i will add a twist
this isnt a story
this isnt a game
your pains not my pain
no nothing is the same

single spark

like wild fire
burning of ambition and hope
killing of its source of life
the aftermath leaves a legacy
like a read smoke hovering
hovering diectly above
as if watching waiting
for a glimps of hope
like a hateful beast
waiting for its pry to take the bait

i will
i will fight the fire
bring hope and ambition
tempt the beast with my dreams
i will not fear the beast
for waht is the beast without me
does it not need me
do i not feed this beast
and i will turn to the hunter
and i will share my catch

My Prayer

i lift it up lord
lift up my soul
Lift up my love
Lift it up to your glory
Lord let me be a beaken
Beaken of your love let me
Shine, shine bright from your love
Lord take me where i am needed
Let me live a life that pleases you
O Lord of all
O LOrd of love and of power
Protect me, Protect me
form my sinful nature
Let me see it Lord
See the evilitys of this world
Help me o helper
To be more like you
To be strong
O great king, I pray
To you to bess your kingdom
Bless your servents
Help me to make more
More great servents
For the greatest King
O King of Kings
Forgive us
Forgive me for my sin
Help me to forgive others
O Lord, thank you
Above all thank you
For all the blessigns
All the love you have given
Me, thank you
I praise you o great one
For all the Beautiful
Things, things you created
Thank you, thank you
O King of Kings
Thank you my
Lord of Lords
thank you
Amen

the garden

Like vivid rose pedals
Blossoming as if
Closed for a lifetime
Now open forever
Side by side
They blossom together
Open wide for the
World to see
If only one rose
Was me

Razors

Let my words slice through you
as yours do upon me
let these words flow
flow from my mouth to your heart
and let them sit
sit until they themselves
are just as rotten as you
and when they are done decaying
and they are nothing
let your soul absorb them
and translate their meaning
for you are to shallow
to shallow to understand
the pain
the pain like thousands of
razors searing my flesh
ripping me to the bone
only you don't see it, for
there are no wounds
but yet I feel this pain
I still feel this pain

Drip

My thoughts a wound
this poem a scar
this ink the blood that's shed
shed on to the once empty page
screaming, bleeding
bleeding into this
pain, I scream
I bleed out my pain
onto the page
this page of lifelessness
scream out the sky
scream out the earth
scream oh the ocean
until the world is renewed
but not until I further defile it
once again with my souls scream
through the wounds on my finger tips
I will bleed out the words
words of my heart till their is nothing
till my nerves are shot
and I feel no
pain, nothing
and not one
of the billions of pieces
pieces of shatter glass once my hear
beat, not one

moments last an eternity

as our lips near
anticipation uncontrollable
my fingers twitch
with anxiety
our moment grows near
hearts beats grow closer
and closer
it approches like plauge
unstopable inevitable
passion like fire on ice
slips though me
an icy burn
a pain so painful
its enjoyably
emotions interlocked
souls inunison
a conection pure
and untamed
a stalion among stalions
nothing can reach this
this pause in our lives
hearts are racing
but yet stoped
all at once
the passion melts us
only to reform as one
just for that moment

no goodbyes, just dying

no goodbyes, just dying

im dying
yes i am
and the
silent killer
is the knife
the knife
that lays deep
deep in my heart
with your
empty words
etched in its
silver shaft
it lays in my heart
and i squint
every time
every time my heart
trys to beat
it bleeds
it beats
but to weak for me
to weak for me to
go on
to weak for my legs
with no blood flow
i crumble
crumble to me knees
and their is nobody
nobody beside me
i am alone
dying and crying
bleeding out my eyes
no they arent tears
i said i would be strong
so i hold them back
but their is so many
as one leaks out
the rest fall back
fill me lungs
im drowning
lost for air
drowing
and their is nobody here
i drown i die i bleed and i cry
my body to weak to go on
my mind to confused
my heart to broken
i bleed
i curse
i die
before we say goodbye
i die

annabel is killing me

this killin joke
i hammering me
beating down
the bass of the drum
roars through my ears
sceaming so loud
my lungs collaps
as i scream
scream
for my anabell lee
and my heart crys out
always more always more
never enough never enough
always more always more