constellation

as I lay my head to sleep
my heart begins to dream
and as my eyes lay shut
what beauties shall I see
will tonight be the mountains
or maybe a sun set by the sea
or the stars so high in the sky
might I see
my heart imagines the most
beautiful scenes
but all this beauty
just represents you to me

Tis the Cry of the Heart

when the world is free
and wind know not my face
the world i shall see

All for one,
one for one
you gave me everthing
i gave you some
i deserve nothing
my life should be done
my Lord my King
i gave you some
you gave me everthing
you never should
have given up your Son


Lord, king, my Creator and most importantly my Savior. thank you so much for my life, i know i should use it for you. you are so faithful, even when i am not. But God you i pray that in my life you will will be evedent for me and those around me to see. Lord i need your help, i dont want to waste this life that you gave so much fo rme to have! my King my God my Savior, please forgive me. but more importantly give me some serious strenght to fight right now. it seems like my arms are tired and i fear that my heart is dead! Lord i need your water and i need your life! i want you to smile when you look at me not becuase i deserve it but maybe becuase you know im trying, and im not always sure that i am. im sorry you deserve so much more! i still Love you, just not as much as you love me!

amen

The Heart Still feels

O' how the lipstick
stains
O' how the blimishies
never fade
O' how shall i ever
how shall i ever
when i know
i will never be the same

haywire

nothing in control
openly in chaos
it seems this time
i have lost it all
my emotions
on the brink
and my body
at exhuastion